This is my kickoff to starting to use my LJ again. For real.

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I AM COMING BACK TO LJ SOOOOOOOOOON.

I haven't updated in a long time.

I don't really have anything new to report.

I'm siiiiiick. I haven't done a thing since last night at 6. All I feel like doing is laying around and coughing. I've been watching a lot of Golden Girls and it makes me happy.

I am addicted to burt's bees beeswax lip balm. I think I'll watch Pineapple Express tonight, and then Twilight.

I don't know how to end this one. Oh well.

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i have no friends and it's very sad.

What am I doing?

Last night Traci, Tanner and I used a Ouija board to do some ~conjuring~. I has taken it from my room at my dad's apartment, and I decided to bring it to Traci since she's been wanting one for a while. The moving piece was missing, obv, since I recovered it from an attic like 9 years ago, so we just used a pen.

At first nothing happened, but after a few minutes the pen started moving when we'd ask the board stuff. I swear none of us were moving the pen. Sometimes the pen would move so fast it would shoot away from my fingers. We talked to a couple ~spirits~ or whatever. I want to talk about it more but I feel like it'll be really lame if I go into detail, but whatev. The whole thing was really eerie. I'm still not entirely sure what to think about it, but I wholeheartedly believe none of us were moving the pen.

So Traci tells our manager at work about it this morning, and when I call in "sick" she tells me about some weird shit that happened to her when she used a Ouija board back when she was a kid. I don't know what to think about any of it, honestly.

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Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing. Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

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i'm going crazy.

I feel dull.

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• Take a picture of yourself right now.
• Don't change your clothes. Don't fix your hair.
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Meh. Today was shitty. My car got towed from my own parking lot because I've been too lazy to go get a parking pass. I didn't go to any classes because I had to deal with getting my car back, which cost $95. I have no $ now, of course. People are ignoring me and I don't like it.

I have friends that love me, though. That made the day better.

I still don't have internet.

( I got a kitten! )

Breaking Dawn SUCKED SO HARD.

I'm dating somebody.

I smoke.

That's my summer in a nutshell right now tbh.

loves it.

It would be easy for me to say nothing's going on, but that's not really true.

Summer I is over, thank god. I hated Harry Potter class. Definitely not what I expected. YA Lit irritated me too. I can't believe it's been 5 weeks already. I feel like I just got to Radford, and before I know it I'll be out of here.

I want to move into the house. I have to be out of the apartment by July 9th, and I am completely split about whether or not I want to leave soon or not. On the one hand, I want to get into the house so I won't have to worry about it at the last minute, and I know it'll take me forever to pack and get rid of a ton of stuff, so I should get on it now.

I really don't want to leave this apartment. The best times of my life happened here, and I haven't even been here a whole year. I can't imagine how Kelly felt when she left, since she lived here twice as long. Honestly, I don't know how the house situation is going to be. I like living by myself more than I thought I would (except for 5 days after I saw The Strangers, which was not a good idea.) It's gonna be different living with 4 girls. They're gonna drive me crazy.

I'm going home on Tuesday. I can't wait to get out of here and take a break from Radford. I miss Fredericksburg a lot more than I let on, and I know I'm not going to want to leave. I want things to be like they used to be, like last summer when I didn't have a job and I didn't worry about anything. Growing up is not as cool as I thought.

I. I I I I. That's all I talk about.

Ricky came to visit! We smoked up with Tyler, which was a little awkward but not altogether uncomfortable. I had a really great time, but then again I always do with both of them, so whatever. I like smoking more than I thought I would. We took videos. They are priceless. The best one is probably our duet of "Tell Him," although it's really more of "Ricky singing both parts while I look on in horror." I'll learn Celine's part eventually. We realized that song is exactly what's going on in my life right now. So gay. SO GAY. I'm going to visit him in Norfolk in August, and I'm pretty positive it'll be a million times better than when I visited last year. I can't believe that was almost a year ago. It feels like yesterday. God.

I'm in bed hanging out at 10 on a Friday. That's how lame I am when people aren't here. When I say people, I mean one person. I'm trying this new thing where I talk about something besides one thing all day, every day. Driving me crazy. Something has to happen soon.

I took off all next week so that I could have an adventure. I wanted to go somewhere new and different and fun, but instead I'm going somewhere old and familiar and completely normal. Maybe that's the kind of vacation I wanted anyway.

Oh hey I wrote a novella.

I really don't like that I let myself get this way.

Yeah. That's my life.

( my final for digital class )

It's been two months since I updated. I don't know what's worse, that I haven't been saying anything, or that there's not much to say.

I'll be like 20 feet away from the Spice Girls in two and a half hours.

I might die. Or cry. Or just freak the hell out.

I don't update this thing like I used to.

Not a lot has been going on. I'm trying this new thing where I actually go to class, and once I'm there, I talk to the people in it. It's going pretty good so far.

I am loving my classes, btw. They're not too difficult, and there's not a lot of work, but it's not a complete waste of time for me to go to them.

Acting class is definitely my favorite. It took me like a month to get out of my ~shell~ because I haven't done anything acting-related in three years, but now I really love it. The only thing I don't love is how cold it still is. I still don't have a coat. This is an issue.

This week is gonna be intense. TOMORROW is my Top Model party, which is obv. gonna be amazing.

THEN. THURSDAY. SPICE GIRLS. GOD I'm so excited. I cannot wait. Event of my LIFE.

(although to be honest i'm kind of worried about my car making it there and back, because it's been making some rough noises lately, and there are a bunch of little things that need to be fixed. i don't have time to take it in anywhere though, so i guess i'm gonna rough it. adventures ahoy!)

THEN ON FRIDAY is my AΣT Initiation party thing, which I'm kind of worried about to be honest. We'll see how that goes. I've heard things.

I need to take photos of people by monday. I don't know when I'll have time to fit that in either.

I have an ~on-campus crush~. I've never talked to him. Creeper? Perhaps.

Work is unsatisfying. When is it not, though, really? Ugh.

There is shit everywhere in my room. I want to throw it all out.

When did I start writing like this?

( pics from the weekend, etc )

Yesterday was the worst day ever. Literally.

-It took me 5 hours to get home.
-I had to take two detours.
-I thought I had a flat tire.
-I RAN OVER A PUPPY.
-I got stuck on 81 for an hour and a half during the big fire.
-I had to take another detour that scares the shit out of me. Like, I really thought I was gonna die.

Thank god I went to a movie with Tyler and Alice when I got home. If I had just gone back to the apt. I would have been in the worst mood. Ugh.

Now I have class. And work tonight. I'm getting worn down & I'm exhausted in more ways than one.

So apparently the Macs in the photo lab don't log you out of facebook/myspace when you exit the internets. This is fun, now I know all about this stupid whore who's cheating on her boyfriend with an uggo. DELETE YOUR MESSAGES PEOPLE. I WILL FIND THEM.

I am loving Radford. It's so fun. Even though I'm getting up early all the time, and it's freezing, and I haven't had an actual class in ages before now, it's really great. I feel like I don't have to worry anymore, you know? Eff this, I'm in real college now. O helo validation, ilu. These keyboards are really hard to type on.

Right now I'm sitting in photography, waiting for the (omg super-hot) prof. to show up. HE IS 1 MINUTE LATE. UNACCEPTABLE. My goal is to take a picture of him today, although idk how I'm going to accomplish it, since I'm sitting in the back. The whole REASON i'm in the back is so I could take some photobooth pictures of myself.

O HAY HOTTIE, he's here. More later.

p.s. I need to remember my lab fee.